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I am a FAG that today seeks exposure and wants my face and actions put out there so I am ruined forever for who and what I am. I do not struggle with it anymore but did have a hard time to start. In the end you have to be who you are. In the future I will post updates.

I have always been a shit pig even as a kid and how I was exposed was not too good at the time because of all the trouble it caused but the bottom line is I’m a shit eater plain and simple…. First time slave ate shit was at 11, it was fresh Great Dane dog shit, saw my dog eating some of it’s own shit, it got me hot watching him do it, so I tried it when we were out and alone and he took a dump, fucking gagged bad but wanted more. After that first time I ate more of the dogs shit and really got into eating his shit, finally the gags stopped and I gobbled his shit down real good cause it was so good to eat and ate his shit every chance I got. At the same time I started to eat some of my own shit and got into doing that as well. I also got the dog to eat my shit too. About when I was 12 a school buddy caught me eating my dogs shit, told me I was a sick queer, and made me service him by being fucked up my asshole all the time and he also got me into eating his fresh shit dumps right from his asshole. He forced me to do it, but inside I really wanted it. I wanted to eat every load of his shit I gagged and puked till I got use to eating his shit, but again I knew I was a shit eater and loved eating my friends shit loads. He fed me his shit loads and fucked me all the way through Middle School and High School. He was the one who outed me as a FAG in school and some kids I had known dropped me and they put nasty signs up and then they even told two teachers and they confronted me and it was very bad and embarrassing because I was humiliated. I was called names even at church and in stores. This kind of coming out was rough and it really fucked up a lot of relationships. My parents found out and they were really upset over what they were told. Anyway, that has hung with me. My school friend who started all this never told anyone I was a toilet shit eating pig. Some of the boys had me blow them and also fucked me, but the first guy kept feeding me is shit. In middle school at least a dozen guys used me, in High School, even more…

It got worse…

First time I was used by a man was at the beach one day when I was there with my sister’s boyfriend who knew I was a FAG, but that didn’t seem to bother him. I was 15 and was hanging at beach toilet looking to have sex, and made connection with this guy about 30, I went into a stall with him to just give him a blow job, and was sucking his cock, then he had me start licking his asshole, which I really want to do anyway, and he all of a sudden he held me down on his ass and started to shit and I knew this was it, I was scared, but wanted it bad and he was a lot bigger than me and I submitted to him completely, he even made me eat some off the floor, licking it up while he fucked my asshole. I was scared cause I didn’t want to get caught, but inside I wanted other guys to come in and see me doing it, I and even if the cops came I know I would be in big trouble but, didn’t care. I was so fucking even came without touching myself and it felt so good eating his shit direct from his manhole and being used brutally was so hot. I just wanted more. After he was done he spit on me and he just left me there in shit all over me, and I wanted to get to the showers they had in the bathroom without anyone seeing me, then it happened, my sister’s boyfriend came in looking for me and found me in the toilet stall with shit all over me and started laughing at me and said he now knew I was a FAG but not a shit eater. From now on I would do what he wanted me to do no matter what or he would expose me and tell everyone I was a shit eater, and even told me he would have the cops after me. I knew I was fucked and had to submit. He told me I was now his slave whore and I better get used to it. I knew he was going to tell everyone of his friends and he did. So anytime I went anywhere they would talk shit about me wanting to be fucked and used as a toilet. My sister dropped him but he kept using me. So now I figured everyone should know about me and so I have been exposed and always seek more exposure and use by Alpha studs. Not a nice coming out but it is what it is.