After I was outed at work fifteen years ago, I was embarrassed and humiliated by the experience, but also experienced some sexual pleasure form the verbal and other humiliation I felt.
I continued to get dominant men who would whip, punish, and humiliate me. I think this came from childhood when both parents would use nudity as a punishment, and dad would take his belt tom me when I was nearly or totally naked. As mom often instigated those whippings, she would sometimes be present well into my teenage years.
As I reached and passed puberty, these whippings began to give me some sexual pleasure and I would sometimes intentionally try to get whipped. After it started my mind quickly changed, but later I would masturbate at the memory.
TO this day, I still get that mix of embarrassment, humiliation, but yet a slight sexual pleasure at being exposed as a submissive faggot.
David H from the hills of WVa.
Born in the hills of Appalachia, I was odd from the beginning. In school, I was called a sissy. I want to jack off with guys, to suck guys dicks, and to get fucked up the ass. But except for the jacking off, I hid that. Now, years later I have become sort of an anal skank who goes nuts with a cock up my fuck-worn asshole.