Sarah Cross

I am a sissy, now my definition of a sissy is that it is in chastity 24/7. Not through any fault of its own but a sissy is totally useless sexually to a woman because it has an innate overwhelming need to be subservient to women wearing women’s clothes which is a huge turn-off to women. A sissy is constantly aroused because it knows no woman would ever desire it so therefore a sissy can never have sex thus making a sissy in constant arousal..  A sissy can be used humiliated and abused by a woman . A sissy should be used to women looking down at it because realistically it knows that a woman thinks that a sissy is a pathetic creature after all what type of real  man would wear a chastity device and frilly dresses  or rompers even. Yet that’s what us sissies do. We might stop it for a while and throw out everything then inevitably we come back to being a sissy but more into it than the last time. We even think we ourselves are pathetic sometimes so we can understand why the women think the same. I had to give up my last mistress I honestly think she hated me , every time she would have sex she’d make me watch ,obviously I would get aroused and she had this thing that she would give an electric shock  on my balls as punishment, I would scream each time with the pain then she would scream at me to get out because she would say sissy you pathetic creature get out and she would carry on eventually screaming in ecstasy and she would make me take the condom off who ever and I would have to swallow every last drop. Now I have left her because for me it just was enough. Now I’m so messed up I only get aroused with the thought of pain and I have to inflict pain on myself before I can cum.