Peter Bisex

I am a mature bisex male (58 and counting). Started out as straight. However, after several experiences with shemales I became more and more attracted to cock. I have now sucked quite a few, and enjoy the taste. Nowadays I prefer cock to pussy. I love to be anally stimulated and have been fucked by shemales. Married but my wife is unaware that I am actively bisex. I have a senior position professionally and that makes the idea of being exposed so more appealing. My dream is to suck more and more cocks and upload the pictures to this site for all to see. Not only shemales but ‘normal’ males I sucked off as well. I would also like to be owned by Master or Mistress and force feminized.
The following text I put online in an add called White Male Slave wants to be Feminized
“I am a mature white male, submissive and (for now/still) bisex. I dream about being (force) feminized. I have experimented with herbal female hormones (menopause supplements available without script), which I took myself. However, the moment I see some results I chicken out and stop taking them. Then my desires get the better of me and I relapse. Then I chicken out again, and so the cycle goes. I am looking for a very strict Master or Mistress that can break this cycle and wants to (force) feminize me, (forcibly) administer hormones, monitor me strictly, and prevent me from stopping (makes that impossible) so that I reach a point of no return, and become permanently feminized. If You are interested please respond with a proposed/detailed scenario that will achieve/enforce this, without any possible way out for me. Then we can (possibly) take it from there.” One of the pics on the site is of me with some nipple growth following taking the hormone tablets. I am keen to be blackmailed to enforce this.